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Sunday, February 14, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Wanted to know
if you understand me
and accept me?
Dearly mother and father
You are the only one
I can share some things
But sometimes it hard to explain
I cannot accept my older sis
Cause it gets dangerous
Dangerous...
I am surrounding by dangerous
I want someone to make me laugh
and smile a lot
not stuck up people
A real person with a real heart
That is always there for you
And gives you the hand to help you a rise
Risen shine...
I don't want friends
cause I am worst at being friend
I can confuse them
and their heads explode!
I want someone really close
So far I only want is mother and father
And I still have them
And I enjoyed them
laughed together
smiles dancing around our heads
Things are only easier to have you with my heart, mind, feelings.
It keeps me moving on.
if you understand me
and accept me?
Dearly mother and father
You are the only one
I can share some things
But sometimes it hard to explain
I cannot accept my older sis
Cause it gets dangerous
Dangerous...
I am surrounding by dangerous
I want someone to make me laugh
and smile a lot
not stuck up people
A real person with a real heart
That is always there for you
And gives you the hand to help you a rise
Risen shine...
I don't want friends
cause I am worst at being friend
I can confuse them
and their heads explode!
I want someone really close
So far I only want is mother and father
And I still have them
And I enjoyed them
laughed together
smiles dancing around our heads
Things are only easier to have you with my heart, mind, feelings.
It keeps me moving on.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Poem
I woke by sounds
But I rather sleep in clouds
Went to school
Brought me back to my old laughing
And Smiles
never done that in a long time
Since bad things happened
No one knows me
Cause I kept words for myself
Coming on my way to home
With my laughter and smiles
Until...
heard bad news
My laughter disappear in winds
Send the laughter to others
My smiles turned into sadness
Why? making others angry?
And painful?
Why news always have bad endings?
Where is the good news?
took my good news away?
Why rain and snow?
Does it makes things worse?
running through my minds...
Looking all those snapshot
in my head
Oh why
why memories?
hear one word
I will shattered into little glass
never get it back together
only it will take forever
Every second is my past
Every next step is my future
Why seeing things repeating over?
and over
used to be ashamed for whom I was
I was not myself
I came from middle of nowhere
in my mind...
Do you really want to know me?
Of course NOT
I will never share my words
unless it is important
like saving lives...
mother and father...
Are they ready to hear my words?
My words will tear them apart
Even my darkest secret...
They well not know me
for sure...
Cause I am different from inside to outside
Hopefully they understand
Why I kept my words...
But I rather sleep in clouds
Went to school
Brought me back to my old laughing
And Smiles
never done that in a long time
Since bad things happened
No one knows me
Cause I kept words for myself
Coming on my way to home
With my laughter and smiles
Until...
heard bad news
My laughter disappear in winds
Send the laughter to others
My smiles turned into sadness
Why? making others angry?
And painful?
Why news always have bad endings?
Where is the good news?
took my good news away?
Why rain and snow?
Does it makes things worse?
running through my minds...
Looking all those snapshot
in my head
Oh why
why memories?
hear one word
I will shattered into little glass
never get it back together
only it will take forever
Every second is my past
Every next step is my future
Why seeing things repeating over?
and over
used to be ashamed for whom I was
I was not myself
I came from middle of nowhere
in my mind...
Do you really want to know me?
Of course NOT
I will never share my words
unless it is important
like saving lives...
mother and father...
Are they ready to hear my words?
My words will tear them apart
Even my darkest secret...
They well not know me
for sure...
Cause I am different from inside to outside
Hopefully they understand
Why I kept my words...
It went for worse
And worse
Words brought me into memories
I don't want to remember those
It was horrible memories
Why she brought it up
and spread her words
And brings other down
My mind is nowhere
Who am I?
I changed from my childhood
I was ashamed
Hope she won't do anything worse
Rumors spreads,
destroying others lives.
Can't she change into nice person?
Right now,
She is not thinking
She just bringing this families down
But mother and father knows better
Because they live long
And experience through theirs mistakes
And life
Just think...
That all it takes...
-poem for families...
Hope you understand Annie!
I surely knows that mother and father
knows what they are doing
But you don't!
Listening is a magic thing!
You have ears Annie,
Learn your mistakes!
And worse
Words brought me into memories
I don't want to remember those
It was horrible memories
Why she brought it up
and spread her words
And brings other down
My mind is nowhere
Who am I?
I changed from my childhood
I was ashamed
Hope she won't do anything worse
Rumors spreads,
destroying others lives.
Can't she change into nice person?
Right now,
She is not thinking
She just bringing this families down
But mother and father knows better
Because they live long
And experience through theirs mistakes
And life
Just think...
That all it takes...
-poem for families...
Hope you understand Annie!
I surely knows that mother and father
knows what they are doing
But you don't!
Listening is a magic thing!
You have ears Annie,
Learn your mistakes!
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